The Beauty That Surrounds Me

Pretty much everyday I sit down and watch a little television. I flip through the channels trying to find something on. WIthout fail, I pass E! and VH1 and there is always something on about celebrities. I guess their life is somewhat interesting, but I realized, "hey mine can be too!" So I think that if our nation spends less time worrying about other people's lives and actually do something with theirs it would make life better. As I think about why celebrities are so appealing I can't help but realize that one of the reasons is they are "extremely good looking." Then I thought about certain girls I know and they are just as extremely good looking. I've never really met a celebrity, or at least not hung out with one, but I do know that the beautiful girls I know have a beautiful personality to go with the looks. All this said, I am going to stay away from reality tv and make my own reality. Maybe once in a while I will watch Scott Baio is 45 and single. But that show actually gets me thinking, cause I am the same way. Not so much in the sleep with a lot of girls, but in the sense that commitment just doesn't happen with me. Rather than wacthing other people's lives I am going to focus on the beauty that surrounds me.

Timp was conquered

I was bored...

So I did some quizes so I could "find myself"

"What's your seduction style?"

Your Seduction Style: The Dandy
You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.
Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.
It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.
You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone.

"How normal are you?"

You Are 45% Normal
While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

"Do men think you are a tease?"

You Are a Tiny Tease
You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't.
You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on.
However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior.
It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil!

"Are you masculine or feminine?"

You Are 34% Feminine, 66% Masculine
You are in touch with your masculine side.
You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved.
Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart!

"Are you a gentleman?"

You Are 76% Gentleman
You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners.Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

"How redneck are you?"

You Are 20% Redneck
I'll slap you so hard, your clothes will be outta style.
You ain't no redneck - you're all Yankee!

Stewart falls a few weeks ago

After a good workout and talking to a good friend I remembered that people are going to be judged for not only what they do, but for who they are. If they have the actions, but not the right motive they will be judged accordingly. It's hard to leave the judging up to Christ when I have to live with such stupidity, but I am gonna try my best to let things slide and remember that many people that think they are righteous find out otherwise when they die.

I have known this for a while, but lately it seems more noticable to me. After coming back from my summer vacation it stuck out to me how rude people are in Utah. They think everything is their business and that they are all righteous. Provo is mainly BYU is full of the Mormons that make me want to go inactive and start chopping off their testicles so they could never proctrate and make little followers of Satan. They call themselves Mormon, but really they are Satan's followers in sheeps clothing. They go through the motions, mostly on Sunday. Religion is pointless unless you do things out of love and you truely believe, not this bullshit Sunday Mormon, following blindly what my parents taught me. It's crazy how close-minded people from Utah are. Today in class someone was trying to make a point, but went about it in a somewhat bigoted way. He said, and I quote, "What if a lynch mob said lets go hang us a darkie?" I understood the point he was making and it was a valid one, but only at BYU can an ignorant idiot get away with saying such things. I can't wait to get out of this hell-hole. I have met good people here, many of them have moved away and a few are still left. All in all, Provo is full of self-righteous, hypocrites that should never have kids. But I still love those pieces of mierda. At least I graduate soon and can leave and never come back.

"Fresher than Tony Rebel's vestibules at African street festivals
My incredible women is, plentiful
Over the years I met a few, none of them compare to you
Preparin you to make food bearable, somethin terrible, let's see:
you fruitful, beautiful, smart, lovable, huggable
Doable like art, suitable to be part
of my life, Coppertone, oh you copyright infringement
Pay you bidness ten cents, way back in the day
It's like I'm standin there you know appreciatin God's design
and then you showed up, it's like you read my mind
DAMN SHE'S FINE, I think I add the R-E, in front of that
and see if she D, to get, with a cat like me"

-Blackstar-

"If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face

-The Spill Canvas-

Good Riddance's last show was amazing to say the least. It made me oh so happy. It got to go to California for about a week and I got to see their last show in their hometown (Santa Cruz). I met some way cool people too. I got to go to "Full House point" and many other places I have never been, mainly in San Fran. Taking the train from San Jose to San Fran made me want to travel by train somewhere, with good company. Traveling makes me happy and so does music. That is why this trip was saweet!